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The worst thing someone can do to another person is convince them that they don't matter, that their efforts are pointless. This is called emotional slavery. A troll will say this to you every day, attempt to twist you up inside yourself. Get you to stop trying. It is the fundamental basis of evil, to give up on yourself and let yourself become a pawn of whatever forces hold power over you.

 

There was song I loved growing up, it says, I'd love to change the world, but I don't know what to do, so I leave it up to you. Tax the rich, feed the poor, til there aren't no rich no more.

 

That won't work to change the world. Becoming rich, however that is defined, is a primary motivator of human initiative. We feed vast numbers of poor all over the world and offer them little hope of ever being anything except poor and desperate. And because these vast numbers are a huge problem for social stability, the rulers of this world have figured out methods to keep the poor and desperate from rebelling as they did in Africa and taking the bounty of the rich who had ruled them.

 

Gambling is essential. It allows anybody with no skills, without working hard to become rich with the risk of a little money of the little they have. The people who run the gambling sites, gambling houses, and lotteries understand how the poor, desperate mind works. I want to change my life now, quickly, simply. I have seen it happen to others. That could be me. I have as good a chance as anybody. You have to play to win.

 

All of these arguments are logical in that they are true, but they are twisted. They twist society towards values that encourage destructive, personal behavior, a lack of interest in a more certain, obtainable, less glamorous future, but prevent more destructive social behavior for the status quo. Gamblers are more likely to do drugs, use prostitution, not have a religious belief system, not plan for learning opportunities, have more health problems, steal, and litter. It's an easy come-easy go mentality.

 

Promoting sports is essential. Sports and gambling have always gone together. Belief in one's ability to attain professional status is a gamble. So few make it. There is so much that can go wrong. But some do and they are used as examples to encourage sports participation. We like to believe that sports encourages good character, but I've seen the opposite and I think it depends very much on the sport and the ambitions of the athlete. The shelf life of a professional athlete is very short for the few who make it. The harm done to the bodies and minds of so many is great in pursuit of the dream and in the achievement. The Eagles are one of the best examples of decent men working hard to achieve a dream that I've ever seen, all of the obstacles they overcame.

 

Now, all enterprises are a gamble. I decided to become a successful writer ages ago. I believed in myself. I'd been told to believe in myself, as I'd been told to believe in myself as a hockey player. But there is a big difference between growing up in the 70's and being a hockey player and writing. No one had ever made it to the NHL from my area when I was playing. Not the guy who scored a hundred goals in one season. A few guys my age went to Canada to develop better skills and came back shell shocked. A few guys played in college and the game was on its way to becoming a legitimate proving ground, but it was not what it is now.

 

Writing is different. There have been successful writers from all over. The shelf life of a writer is like the shelf life of paper. It lasts until it crumbles. The ingredients that form a successful career are talent, but you have to meet the right people, have your work in the right place, have fortitude. I never imagined how vilified I'd be for writing a story about growing up during the Vietnam War, how really scummy the business is, how despicable some people are. I'm very innocent in a lot of ways. I trust people to do the right thing. I trust God.

 

It's been eye-opening to go through this process. I have learned an amazing lesson, that everybody is doing the right thing within God's plan, even the people who are trying to hurt me. Having people try to hurt me, people close to me, has shown me things about myself that I needed to change if I was ever going to become the person I wanted to be. I was twisted all up inside myself during my upbringing as a lot of people are. Untwisting all of those threads has been the reason I became a writer. There is no better way to explore ideas than through writing, through the process of writing and editing your work.

 

I have changed fundamentally in the last three months. It has changed my writing. It has changed my relationships. All for the better. I was so scared a month ago about how this would all turn out when I thought about all of my problems, but now, gone. How I see myself and the world is completely at peace. I still don't like people very much because they are trapped in the monkey mind, like Jeff Michka, a mind that appears debilitated by bad drugs, but as I always said, my detractors will make me a success in the end. They will be the motivators who get me to actualize my talents to their fullest, these twisted people who are only doing the will of God whether they know it or not.

 

Few people edit their posts here, I've noticed, but I do. I read what I wrote yesterday and realized it missed my point. I've realized that I get much more enjoyment out of writing fiction, developing characters, so I get sloppy here sometimes, let my mind run wild, like, The Yearling, and have to kill it so it doesn't cause more harm. But writerbeat is like the woods where the deer run and in being here I find ideas to forage on.

 

I want to make a better world. To make a better world you first have to become a better person because only in becoming a better person can you build the credibility to convince others to become better people. As my dad said, before you go out to clean up the world, clean up your own room first. Let that be a lesson to us all.  

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mark henry smith Added Feb 10, 2018 - 12:31pm
Quincy Jones dated Ivanka Trump, I learned. This will do more to hurt Donald Trump's reputation among evangelicals than his sordid relationship with a porn star. And I read about the Farrow girl's accusations against Woody Allen. It was investigated and judged not believable.
 
I hate to have to take sides in these kinds of situations without actually knowing the people involved. Usually there's a pattern with an abuser and I have heard no claims of a pattern with Woody, unlike the pattern with Harvey Weinstein and other Jewish preds. Hurt spouses, or partners often convince children to believe things that hurt their ex.
 
The person who abused me had a pattern, had relationships with people known to have patterns, continues to have those relationships. My ex is just a nut case, but I knew that going in, was warned repeatedly, but I thought I could heal her. I learned from that experience, by my failure that often our intention to heal others is really a cry from the soul to heal thyself.
 
Now when I ask, how can I heal you? I'm not convinced I can do the job, I'm just asking what you think needs to be done. I wish I'd asked her that question at the start. The answer might have convinced me to stay with my old girlfriend.  
Jeff Michka Added Feb 10, 2018 - 2:26pm
As Marko wants to expand his hit campaign against me, he writes articles with the intent of them being picked up on search engines in MY name where others will read his hit on me and other people Marko doesn't have in his life, he wants to continue to belittle.  Despite his phony concern: Now when I ask, how can I heal you?-I don't need healing, first of all, but it was fun to see what you'd write, if I asked.  Marko just wants to lash out at me more, continuing to take no credit for his role in matters like: My ex is just a nut case, but I knew that going in, was warned repeatedly, but I thought I could heal her. Yeah, it was ALL her fault, nothing to do with St. Marko...riiiiight.
Jeff Michka Added Feb 10, 2018 - 2:27pm
Jeff Michka, a mind that appears debilitated by bad drugs,-For being of no consequence to you, I still get written up in every Marko article or comment. You accused me of lying repeatedly, but it's OK when Marko uses the tactic 'cause "Gawd is on your side." I offer your love of gawd is merely another audience building excercise, thinking stupid Xtains will buy Marko's work about his mother the tart and other "evil" family members "'CAUSE MARKO IS ONE OF US". We've all been repeatedly assured Marko will become wealthy from his writing, and how other artisans are nothing. Right. Usually a refuge for those afraid their "talents" won't measure up. Marko claimed not to "read Shakespeare" who was a better writer than ol Marko the Magnificent. THAT WOULD MAKE MARKO QUESTION HIS OWN "GENIUS"...Noooooo!!!
mark henry smith Added Feb 10, 2018 - 2:58pm
So this is how backwards it becomes. I never said a word about Michka except maybe comment on something ages ago and then he comments on every comment I write and every post I make just like Ryan did and Ben Goldstein. I want to have him answer for what he says, but I know that won't happen, he's a troll.
 
The point is to have me stop writing and people stop reading, or just the audience he caters to.
 
I never said I wasn't responsible for anything, just that there are some crazy people in my orbit as this shows. I was warned about the ex. I did want to heal her. I want to heal all I can. And you obviously do need healing. Get help. Your writing reeks of anger and jealousy.
 
Other artisans are nothing? I never said that. What artisans are you referring to? Yourself? What art of yours have I seen? These comments? Well, if that's all you've got, good luck with that.
 
There's obviously something deeper here, a problem that you fail to communicate. You obviously have done some powerful drugs that have affected you perception. Not all who come from a bad place turn out to be bad people. I had some very good mentors, not pedophiles and deviants, like some people I know. I worked hard at learning about my issues and taking responsibility for them.
 
I don't have to defend my work. The work defends itself. You don't like my work, that's your right. No one is forcing it down your throat, but it appears you can't get enough of it based on your behavior. My first obsessed fan, thanks Jeffy. Keep it up, you inspire me.  
mark henry smith Added Feb 10, 2018 - 3:08pm
And hit on you? I don't even know you, by your own admission. And I have an imaginary family in my fiction. You may not understand this, but that's what fiction means, made up. None of the people in my fiction are real. Not even Marko, but all the stories are based on real events in my life. I do have an ex, her name is Wendy. I was very lucky to be able to spend the time with her I did and very unfortunate to spend the time with her I did.
 
There are things I learned that I wished I hadn't. Like the pain of having your child aborted.   
mark henry smith Added Feb 10, 2018 - 3:12pm
Just stop commenting Jeffy and see what happens. Write a post about something more interesting than your obsession with me. Could this be love? Were you rejected? As real writers we learn to handle rejection. Not everyone will love you, but you carry on to the next relationship.
George N Romey Added Feb 10, 2018 - 3:18pm
Ignore the trolls that live under the bridge.
Jeff Michka Added Feb 10, 2018 - 4:25pm
There are things I learned that I wished I hadn't. Like the pain of having your child aborted-Can't think of anyone right off who deserves that pain more than you, Marko.  I'm sure there's not a dry or unsmypathetic eye in WB.  Just stop commenting Jeffy and see what happens-Ah, if I run away with my tail between my legs, you'll stop writing lies about me, or so you'd like others to believe.- Hey you got ol Geo to crawl out from under his rock: Ignore the trolls that live under the bridge.-You've left your pard Marko hanging out to dry, Geo.  Beg and he'll say how wonderful you are for constantly doing nothing.AND None of the people in my fiction are real. Not even Marko-Ah, so you admit nothing you write about is real, even you, so from day one, nobody can libel a fictional character, so you were all bullshit.  Wow, how clever for the "genius" who is just a fictional character.  Your genius is fictional, too, although for an online-is-my-life character, fictional as you are, it's "everything."
 

 
 
mark henry smith Added Feb 11, 2018 - 2:28pm
Again, you miss the difference between fictional and real, but the point of everything you do here, Misska, is to twist everything. And that's okay. You have no idea why I do anything. That's clear from what you write.
 
Autumn asks us to comment, so I will comment on your insanity. Get help before you throw an embolism. Or go twist a joint, or hire a prostitute, or have a glass of wine, or a hit of acid, or coke, or heroin, or whatever it is you do to get yourself down from these hate rants. You could try meditating, prayer, stretching, golf. Or walk the dogs. Or take a trip to Thailand to visit Expat. Lots of options out there.
 
Me personally, I came through a tough patch. I foresee much better prospects ahead. I like the internet. It's the place to be right now. You gotta problem with that? Stay off it then, moron. I'm trying to build an audience. What are you trying to build other than hate?
 
Thanks. I like this. Your venom is my Viagra. 
mark henry smith Added Feb 11, 2018 - 2:30pm
Thanks George. I wonder if someone has my passwords?
Jeff Michka Added Feb 12, 2018 - 5:13pm
Or go twist a joint, or hire a prostitute, or have a glass of wine, or a hit of acid, or coke, or heroin, or whatever it is you do to get yourself down from these hate rants-Why not just go fuck yourself and your crap opinions on how "they" and I are out to get you. Thanks George. I wonder if someone has my passwords? -You are the four-star clown with a used cellphone WHO THINKS ALL HIS SCREEN TIME IS WONDERFUL.  Whomever had it before has all your passwords.  I rather doubt "genius" Marko took measures.  Your venom is my Viagra.-I take that to mean you're jumping kids now that you're out, right? You know how previously sexually abused kids like yourself long to abuse others.  All you've done is make inferences and speculations about me, knowing how, in an online environment, to attempt to ruin someone else by inference and "speculation."  Sounds like your ex, Wendy, knew how to best deal with Marko.  Making sure he did not reproduce.  Oh yeah, that was someone else's fault too, eh? I'm trying to build an audience. at any cost, eh?  Actually, Geo knows I've got ALL your passwords, and am giving them to all those evil librarians to distribute to a wider audience...riiight.  That must be it!!!  If "i'm trying to do anything", it's getting people to question folks like you and Geo R.  Geo R, just like you, look to fool people into feeling sorry for you and buy into whatever crap you peddle for now.  Yeah, all you got is an online persona.  You've admitted everything else is a FICTION.  Wow, bet you thought Mircea would write more reams of support after you said you'd killed someone in your past.  The difference is Mircea is/was a paid soldier, you are just a piker.
mark henry smith Added Feb 13, 2018 - 2:34pm
Wow, abused child? That's you, I do believe from this thread you're on. I just had a fucked up brother, who got in deep, and who did some games on me, things he'd been taught, obviously, but it made me very wary of getting in too deep with people like you. It was embarrassing, hurt to have someone who was supposed to look out for you betray you, but not debilitating, created some trust issues that I've had to work out. Had some good mentors though, learned good values from them. Have had some terrible luck. That's what makes the stories so much fun.
 
People steal. I'm sure you've done some stealing in your life. It's something we all have to deal with at times in our life when we come into contact with scum balls. Speaking of which. I don't anticipate anything here. It's not a good way to go about this exercise, from my perspective. You come here and accept whatever you find. And paid or unpaid, killing is never easy to reconcile, unless you're a sociopath, right?
 
I haven't given up on anything. It's not my way. Your obsession with talking about children and sex shows some predilection in that direction in that direction, I would assume from studying the psychology of obsessive attacking. The worst offenders are often the people who attack others the most to hide their own guilt. I've known those people and what they sound like. Desperate, like you.
 
Thanks, this was refreshing. Your venom is my antivenom.    
 
I'm sorry Jeffy, but you appear to have no understanding of why I do anything and it's pointless to try and explain
Jeff Michka Added Feb 14, 2018 - 5:33pm
Wow, abused child? That's you, I do believe from this thread you're on.-I said I wasn't, but you feel-obviously as an ex con-to keep saying I am.  People steal. I'm sure you've done some stealing in your life.-Nope.  Perhaps that's what you were inside for, eh?AND I've known those people and what they sound like. Desperate, like you.-mORE i say you are, so again and again it must be true.  I would assume from studying the psychology of obsessive attacking.-Is that what Ia'm doing or just responding to your YOUR repeated attacks.  Think I just decided you need to be legally dealt with, a nice lien will ensure  "wealth from your works" is funneled into my pockets for your libels, not to you or "Scream Marko." There was someone else here on WB who, in their desperation and inability to address me, tried to accuse me of things you have over the last month.  Seems her online profile was more than important to her. Kinda like you.  She also said I was the same kinda person who murdered her mother. Just think, you can be an online Lenny Bruce and book yourself into WB to copy your transcripts into articles for comment, like Lenny reading his stuff onstage. 
mark henry smith Added Feb 15, 2018 - 12:16pm
Wow, thanks Jeffy,
 
Thanks for sticking to the point of this post, the twisted logic of some people. Trump is a twisted thinker too.
 
See, I never attacked you, only answered your attacks. Remember? If this ever did go to court, and it won't because you're a harmless wanker in my estimation, you will have to answer for this consistent claim that I was inside for something, ex-con. That's where this started. Remember? You came out of nowhere.
 
You obviously enjoy attacking people, a sign of a disturbed personality, like that kid in Florida. And this has happened to you before? That's another sign, a pattern of behavior. The psychological connections in regard to what you're doing here are known aspects of modern psychiatric thought. Your obsession with these subjects shows more about you than anyone else. Please get help. This is not helping you with your condition.
 
What have I ever accused you of? How could I? I don't even know you except by inference. You seem to have forgotten that these are my posts you started coming on and making these claims. You might want to look in the mirror little buddy. There's something ass-backwards here, moron. It's twisted thinking at it's best.
 
Your venom is my bed of roses. Thanks.
Jeff Michka Added Feb 16, 2018 - 6:08pm
trapped in the monkey mind, like Jeff Michka, a mind that appears debilitated by bad drugs- See, I never attacked you, only answered your attacks.- Uh huh, riiight.  Then you've gone on and on: personality, like that kid in Florida. And this has happened to you before? I expected you's say something like this.  Face it, you are the one needing help, and you've cashed in your chips on a long bet I'll legally leave you alone.  I wouldn't count on it, and I'd quickly go back and edit your posts to not show you planned to use courtrooms as an ATM to fund the laughable "Team Marko." That's another sign, a pattern of behavior. The psychological connections in regard to what you're doing here are-You aren't a pychologist, but try and play one on WB.  You initially got "upset" over not "excon Marko, the fictional character," but more of taking a swipe at me over SEFa's anti-semetic stuff.  You decided I was saying you are and excon.  IF so, a fictional excon. -you started coming on and making these claims.-You've made a lot of claims about me, only a couple quoted here.  As to mentioning my name, you've done that repeatedly, and despite you claiming to be a "spiritual nice guy," you are another Ryan Messano, asshole.  I don't want to "ruin" your audience.  I'd hope that when people read you they remember what a real jerk you are and not this "spiritual' font of wisdom and genius.  In short, question what they read given the author. Not your self-applauding lines on how smart you are. -Yeah YOU, excon Marko. The complete fiction.
mark henry smith Added Feb 17, 2018 - 11:31am
Thank you, Jeefro,
 
Since you have nothing better to do than come here and say the same crap over and over, I might as well let you. This could be your therapy. You have certainly cleaned up the language in this latest snipe.
 
Your weaker venom is my lemon zinger.  
Jeff Michka Added Feb 20, 2018 - 6:49pm
well when the truth comes out we'll nail your ass Jeff. Be ready. Did you set up some false internet site- Of course I did!!! You seem to have forgotten that these are my posts you started coming on and making these claims.-I see, that first quote was from a SEFa article, not yours Mr. Ego.  I've got a whole bunch of smears and threats from you, would you like me to share them again? Kinda blows the "I'm innocent" narrative of yours.
Jeff Michka Added Feb 20, 2018 - 6:58pm
Marko and using courtrooms as his ATM: I hope it did because when we sue the suckers I hope they have lots of money to give us, my team that I'm slowly building to get my work out there.-YOU AREN'T GOING TO SUE ANYONE JERKOFF.  What cheesesteak dive did you raid for "Team Marko?" Ready for the success that has been thwarted by my enemies.-You really are your own sucker.  I'm sure "thwarted by enemies" tugged at WBer's heartstrings.  LOL.
Jeff Michka Added Feb 22, 2018 - 3:55pm
That's where this started. Remember? You came out of nowhere.-You seem to forget this was started on a thread in a SEFa article and went from there.  Wants some quotes?
Jeff Michka Added Feb 22, 2018 - 4:02pm
Marko sez: I have nothing to hide, unlike slimy, sludge crawlers like you. My travails are well documented and my journeys. You'll be hearing from my lawyers. Glad mommy left you all that money.-Well, haven't heard a word from them and never will.  You wrote all the defense I needed, despite your "You attacked me" narrative, fictional character Marko.  That girl suggesting you change your name long gone, like anyone sane in your life? Everybody who isn't into all "good Marko, all the time" is insane, like your ex, huh?
mark henry smith Added Feb 22, 2018 - 4:48pm
Wow, never have I been so quoted, thank you. I was trying to figure out who you were, then stopped. I'm sorry that you don't matter. Do you want to matter? Do you know what's the matter with you? Could you be any madder for that matter?
 
Your venom is my dirigible.
 
Jeff Michka Added Feb 22, 2018 - 6:27pm


Could you be any madder for that matter?-I'VE REALIZED FOR SOME TIME ALL YOU ARE IS Noise, trying to get me angry enough to write something off base and threatening you could realistically seize on.   ALL  your claims and suppositions about me are BS, and of course, you know it.  I still haven't decided if I want to swat you like a fly in court or not.  Keep writing, pinhead.
 
Your venom is my dirigible.-You are full of gas, so help. 

 I was trying to figure out who you were, then stopped.-Good.  LITTLE REASON BEFORE DISCOVERY. 


 
 
 
 





 

 

 

Jeff Michka Added Feb 22, 2018 - 6:29pm
"HEY WENDY!!! Open those legs wide, we gotta take out that LITTLE Marko.  LOL  Talk about her relief at the sound of a vacuum.

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